with this breath i hold

i havent stopped gasping

and the sight of a nonexsitant life

is getting hard to swallow down

i think i think i think

and i might have to do something soon

because all that surrounds me now

are crummy walls that only blocking the view of my dreams

and i cant stand the image any longer

so what if i lose my thought

or choke on those words

those words that hold me up

and let me down

cuz god only knows im hiding so much

and my lack of morals has got me this far anyway

i watch her as she falls into this pattern

this realm of hurt and anger

i try to fall with her, but its obvious i cant

im trying to pick her up

but we wait until shes reachable again

wait and wait and wait

until i just grab for her whole world

and take it all with me

because no ones getting left alone