their cold stares leave me helpless

in a passion i can hardly speak

my thoughts are racing

my heart is throbbing

to know youre around me somewhere

in a place where nothing is clear

and no one feels the same.

your breath i am breathing

and your words i am hearing

your steps im walking

but in circles of restlessness

that maybe here, we'll bump arms

or touch hearts

while my hands are going crazy

my eyes feel what they cannot see

you sit beside me

you walk behind me

you stand before me

and lay next to me

youre eyes are on me

in the skin around me

and youre getting harder and harder to hold in.