if loneliness was forgotten

lost in a trail of memories

i fear the directions fold in your back pocket

but if i refused to tell you

maybe then you wouldnt notice

and the guilt i hold would subside

i'd be distracted at the least,

to know i could hold your heart

but i choose to break it

over and over again

but my muscles have been torn

and rebuilt and are now unstoppable

and my bones have been crushed and mangled

and healed and mended

mind and body

spirit and soul

ive broken the rules and bled

ive dealt

my directions have been destroyed

and my way to you, is lost

loneliness and regret is lost

because i chose to move on

i battle the words

and the lyrics to my heart

recover everyday

nothing more is perfect

nothing more is solitude

but we,

we're not alone.