i guessed and i planned and i said i didnt know.
i told you something
did the other
and my brain is set on idle.
..
...
i thought to myself in pictures

finger dug hard into my eye
reaching for sight. for blood. for blind.

teeth clinched heavy heavy heavy
deep into my tongue
waiting for metal
for blood. for taste.

..
back to idle
slow it down
fall asleep but not to dream
not to rest.. or feel fresh

i have only one hour
one day
one life
and im what?

yes, yes wasting it away

back to idle
slower now

my hands sink into my chest
feel for something red
feel for something heavy, beating
something raw
something bleeding
rip rip rip it out

mind set
mind read
mind fucked
mind dead

bleed it out
back to idle

funny isnt it?