this is all fucked and i know it.
the only things i can rely on:

there is no changing me
not this girl, love.
all that needs to be, will be
only
by
     me.
i will be involved as much
or
as little
as     i wish
you have no control
remember that.

i will laugh with whomever.
breathe with whomever.
kiss, touch, feel, fuck
with whomever
there is no other

i will love
  you.
like no
other
funny how we do the same
lead
and be led

i think of
black and red
hard and heavy
loud and safe

i think of
afflicting blood
i think of
     nothing

what i have to offer is
like
no other/
is true and        honest
imagine that.

more than you
or anyone
could ever comprehend

i am
intense

i am
interrupted

something pure
find it out